inside an empty head

August the first

Wed, 01 Aug 2007 21:34:59 GMT

means a lot of things..

1. In sixteen days i will finally be 18

2. in 20 days i leave for college (which is am 100% unprepared for. i havent bought anything for my dorm or college in general)

3. Summer is almost over and friends are already leaving

4. its fucking hot out.

..mere

mono sucks

Sun, 08 Jul 2007 17:39:41 GMT

Gag me with a spoon..blah

I'm so bored...so i get sick right and i get mono...god knows how this happened i supposedly probably caught it about a month or so ago from a drink or something and it just is appearing now...well whatever im so bored at home i really dont feel that sick..blah whatever im so pale and im just gonna complain b/c im a little bitch like that and i'm bored at hell. well so far i've watched about 100 hours of t.v in less then 100 hours..i've watched season one of greys anatomy i'm halfway through season two and i've watched season one of entourage..blahh

im on steroids though..thats kind of fun to say haha. but i can't go out and im so bored :(

okayyyy i'm done for now

es summeer or seeemthing

Fri, 29 Jun 2007 05:16:09 GMT

hello! wow..so yes graduation finally came & passed. It was interesting to say the least. haha. It poured and i never crossed the stage and shook anyones hand but it was fun and we sang and laughed in the rain it was a memorable way to go out. It's kind of weird passing the school now and realizing im no longer a student though and i technically can't call it "my school" anymore it's odd, but I'm so happy to be out of high school if we had one more year left god i don't know what I'd do. Summer has been eh..the first week was stressful deciding where I should go to college..haha but I'm 150% happy with my choice IU is going to be AMAZING..and i can't wait for college although it will be super weird and i'll miss my friends and such but i know we are all ready to move on. Other then that this summer has been nothing special so hopefully it gets better we need to make it great. okay I'm done rambling..back to Degrassi...haha

OH & I GOT MY MacBook & IT IS AMAZING!!!

Sun, 20 May 2007 20:45:50 GMT

12 days!

Mon, 07 May 2007 04:58:59 GMT

I feel like making an update so i shall. It's may 7th yay. I'm going to bomb all my AP tests, not cool. I don't want to take them. I'm watching the fugitive i seriously love this movie its so good. harrison ford is especially sexy. I want to see spiderman 3 it grossed a sick amount of money this weekend. uhm Entourage tonight so baller, what a show. okay im done rambling. wait no i'm not. I'm excited for summmer i'm interested in seeing what it shall be i hope it's a good one though it's weird it's going to be soo different from any other summer b/c were splitting up at the end of it. wow. I've been so excited for graduation all year and not nervous about leaving for college but the reality is starting to sink into me and leaving some friends will be pretty easy but saying goodbye to others is going to be pretty horrible but lets be positive for now eh? hokay

Fri, 27 Apr 2007 04:13:02 GMT

can we just take a pause and look at the date?

...

okay!..graduation is in like a month and i am so pumped. well. senior prom is in like one day, freaky freaky. senior year went by fast it really did. and im sure may is going to fly but god am i ready for graduation i feel like i've been in high school my whole life, but then again its gone by fast. I'm going to IU next year and im really excited for that i love it. I'm a litte scared to leave good old hshs behind but its def time. man..graduation were old...but fuck it, live it up kids.

m.e.r.e...esta en coquiana (thats a type of rock)

Sat, 17 Feb 2007 04:12:51 GMT

la la la im making a blog. i do not know why. im at home. it's pretty sweet. It's friday! but i don't care because it's a three day weekend and that is pretty sweet. la la la. what should i talk about? nothing because i don't know anything muhaha. so i found this book i wrote in like 7th grade it's pretty sweet i was kinda a creepy kid i wrote like a actual book about a girl getting kidnapped after she was at volleyball camp. i dono i was odd. uhmmmmm yeah my icon is really gay i just realized. i graduate in 105 days. fiesta! im excited ...la la la. the end.!

2007

Fri, 12 Jan 2007 06:33:10 GMT

ah yes 2007. The year we (I) graduate from high school. Could I be any more pumped? Probably not. In one week I will be a second semester senior, smooth sailing oh yes. Not like I've tried too hard this year so far.whatever. I toatally regret taking three AP & an honors class though I wish I would have taken a few fun blow offs that so many people are in. Whatever, my bad. Everyone lately is like "less then five months" that's scary..im like uh THAT'S AWESOME..i really don't get nostaligic sure i like laughing about the "good times" haha, but scared to graduate? Not at all I'm so excited I want to move on, sure I've had some awesome time IN highschool, but not really AT highschool. Sure Hornet pirde, haha, but Hinsdale South I wont be sad to leave your doors in June. FINALLY i will be able to go to college and finally be done with over bearing teachers that think their subjects will deeply effect my life, when really i won't remember shit. okay my rant is done. I'm pretty much excited for graduation..so let the semester fly..

-Mere

By the way I'm toatally procrastinating doing my precal & my Spanish essay, its 12:32, I've got time..haha.

blah

Tue, 12 Dec 2006 04:47:18 GMT

uhm I WANT IT TO BE CHRISTMAS BREAK!!!..

im so sick of school like so so so so so sick of school

whatever

so where should i go to college?

because i don't know..

man i suck at life don't i?

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 00:00:32 GMT

wenttt to iowa this weekend...hardly ever saw the brother..me and my awesome cousin were amazing..caitlin is a lame-o for not going, but its not her fault..uhm thats all!

Sun, 29 Oct 2006 20:24:51 GMT

uhmmm

too much cait mack this weekend sheesh..

Tue, 24 Oct 2006 02:56:09 GMT

Chicago = fucking cold!!

so cross country is over!! i'm glad i did it even though i was very very slow. haha. i went for a like four mile run yesterday in the FREEZING cold..and i ran into a guy on his bike..geez..but it felt good..i sat on the swings after till my legs started to freeze (i was in shorts in 35 ha) but i had gloves and a sweatshirt so it evened out..

october has gone by very very fast

im like done with all my college stuff * happy dance *

im dead tired ..

i hate hate hate hate x10000 school.

hello

Mon, 16 Oct 2006 04:47:02 GMT

well..

hello children..aka nobody but yeah..

so senior homecoming came & past, it was a good time with good friends, the dance was a blast. I don't know..

So I'm "offically" accepted to Iowa..yay? i dont know i knew i would be but it's kind of cool to know that i have a college to go to, this year is weird.

i feel like i should be looking forward to June 1st already, yet it's only October 15th, meh.

I'm so excited for my life right now and i dont even know what i'm going to do..i want to be on my own i want to travel i want to love i want to feel i want to experience i want to learn i want to grow i want to go out on a limb i want to do EVERYTHING..

ha..sounds good..now i just have to make it happen i dont want to be a-typical go to college become a blah blah blah..i want to love life...and i will haha im so weird..

this is random..

i hate homework..im not made for it..

really im not..

im going to be up till 2am..i dont really care though..i love night time..

goodbye

you know you want a weekend update

Mon, 02 Oct 2006 04:53:04 GMT

Sup..i'm brining the weekend updates back only b/c livejournal was so "spring '06" but yeah im bringing it back..hahaha

Friday- was a typical Friday..Nick's house..Baccis..the guys actually beat Willowbrook so thats pretty sweet..uhm met up w/ matt for a while after baccis nothin to exciting..came home went to bed semi-early b/ccc...

Saturday- had to wake up at like 6 b/c of Cross Country meet is frocking NILES..eww..uhm it was sooolong..i didnt get home till like three..but it was only a two mile race so that was nice and it was a really flat course so yeah good times..uhm after me andchiros hit up teddys havent been there in a while..uhm that night went to brians it was pretty fun came home early again actually and slept for 12 hours!! nicceeee

Sunday- sat around did NOTHING at all..went out w/ ana and matt for like an hour..and yeah i still have hmwrk to do so i should get on that!

homecoming next week..sweet

UHM!..im completly applied to both Iowa and Indiana which is pretty sweet b/c even tho im like guranteed in both those schools it still feels good to have that done..only U Of I..and maybe Purdue left to do..pretty sweet

Fri, 22 Sep 2006 03:48:24 GMT

i feel weird lately..

im so over everything.

premature senioritos

Sun, 17 Sep 2006 23:19:11 GMT

so i haven't updated this in some time..i figured once school started i'd do my weekend updates but eh..weekends have been so i don't know anti-social i guess you could say. over the summer there are options you can see everyone all your friends..now i don't really see anyone out of school and usually i'd be upset i missed some "fun" night but i kind of don't care any more everything seems so old so usual so 17 year old typical. I don't know i think im just getting myself too ready to leave high school. I don't know if anyone else is like this but six months ago when i would think about goin to college in a little over a year i would be sure excited but also thinkin wow im not ready to leave my house and my parents and live with out them..but something over the past few months and mostly these past two months has changed that, i can hardly stand living with my family anymore they just seem naggy and annoying i'm so ready to get out and not be here anymore and i know thats probably putting a damper on my spirits but i don't care i really just want to be done with this house for now and out of it everything and everyone in this house seems to just set me off i don't know im so ready to leave.

other then that senior year, nothin to exciting so far..as i said typical/boring ..classes arent that bad even though i thought taking this many AP my senior year would be a bitch really its not like i have anything better to do at night..college wise my parents really seem to be pushing University of Illinois on me and i know its a good school, but i really don't think i want to go there, maybe it's still my childhood dream of going to California or New York for college i don't know haha but i think i want to get out of this state.

sorry for the rant if anyone reads this but i just needed to vent.

yo

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 02:24:51 GMT

ah summer goes by so fast...

im in a way excited thouh for senior year.. lotsss of new things

--->I'm Proud of myself for not doing cheerleading b/c i really do hate it and i didnt let myself get sucked back in and i may miss it at the football games but i'll just have to superfan it up (even if we do suck haha) && i'm excited to do cross country (kinda) i ran all through junior high and that was when i was in really good shape so hopefully i'll get myself back into better shape and just stay healthy and who knows if i like it maybe i'll do track..PLUS i'll get to be w/ my love Chiros
---> College..wow am i ever excited to go to college im so over highschool i mean yeah yeah it was pretty good to me but its still school..and college i'll finally be on my own be able to study what im actually intrested in && study abroad for at least a semester..so i guess the work of ACTs and AP classes and keeping a good GPA will finally pay off when i can apply to college and know im guranteed in some places..im not sure exactlyy where im gonna go or what i wanna do but im still pumped..plus my brother leaves in a month and that will be a reliffff
---> i know it sounds so lame but im excited for our senior prom too && all the dances actually..uhm yeah.
THAts it thats my JULY entry

DREA's B_DAY is the 30th ! ! and im FINALLY 17 on August 17th (its my golden b-daY!)..and i still owe kids b-day presents hahah caitlin i will get you one i swear..i like giving presents late then people get random gifts like two months later duhh

Rock 'n Roll

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 02:20:33 GMT

Did you know rock 'n roll the phrase came about from sex in the back of cars? rockin andd rollin hmm anyways i decided i'd post a niice long entry b/c i have NOTHING else to do. who's fault is that? mine of course but watevski's...currently im grounded wathcing the movie Mermaids w/ xtina ricci, winona ryder & Cher haha..im so dam boredddd but at least henry is grounded too it gives me someone to talk to haha [by the way HENRY IS COOL] hahaha uhm yeahhh!..so you know what's shitty? parents..always on your back when you know for a fact they did the same things if not worse in highschool boo to them...i just lost my motivation for this entry like to actually attempt to make a "deep thinking" entry im too dumb for that..plus i honestly dont care about other peopels opinions, great think what you want..i think its awesome people are so protective over their beliefs when they know nothin about what there talkin about and cahnge there opionions anyways haha so thats why i dont even bother b/c then no body can critize me for doing that..i feel like rambling..this movie xtina ricci wants to be a nun, my greataunt WAS a nun she like retired from it though, did you know you could do that? anyways im going back to myspace right now livejournal just isnt cutting it for me haha
..........Mere..............

SUMMER

Sat, 10 Jun 2006 18:22:24 GMT

SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LAST weekend update

Mon, 05 Jun 2006 03:13:09 GMT

last weekend update b/c ITS GONNA BE SUMMER BITCHES like 85 days of weekend

so!

Friday- i went to my brother's graduation from high school..aww it was almost sad but then not really..haha ...then hit up CPK!..then me and chiros went to a park and acted like morons god i love that girl

Saturday- well lets see i had ACT CLASS..soooooo exciting!!! haaha except not at all..then swung by oakbrook thennn sat around a lot then went out uhm henry picked me up and we picked people up and henrys car was colddd haha then we ended up att Darius's casa..intresting noche pretty funnn uhm yeah

SUnday- hung out w/ matt for a while came home hung out w/ chiros..got to drive the caddy which i love doing ahahha then yeah not much! didnt get to see hush sound : (

SUMMER BITCHES

threee day weekend update

Tue, 30 May 2006 03:21:30 GMT

this weekend was long..gay..fun..weird...hot?haha

Friday- me and maggie and caitlin = mini road trip!..we got our spitalfield tickets from Mark Rose's hosue..it should have only taken 20min but uhm we got lost oops..then we got ice cream yay then uhm yeah went home went to matts left went a few places uhm not cool so me mj and tay chilled at baccis fuck yeah

Saturday- went to max and ermas TWICE..b/c i went w/ chiros for lunch ..get home and a few hours later went w/ my mommy and aunt and cuzin and yeah it was funny then after uhm that night equals grrr but w/e i got more ice cream..i ate a lot of ice cream this weekend...uhm

Sunday- more family ...patio..SPITALFIELD..haha yay the show was fun b/c we were right in front and i got to dance like a moron and not care at all haha and uhm lots of our friends so fun and uhm they were good and mark rose is hot dayumm haha and skyriter was awesome..uhm good stuff..went to mcdonalds..saw some cool kids..uhm yeah drove around..home..uhm

MOnday- Me and Chiros went poolside ..didnt get tan :/ haha oh well saw some people...homeee...went to veterans cemetary to see my g-pa ..frickin downpoor CRAZY..then to my cousins all day they are cool kids so that was fun..uhm yeah now im home

okay this entry was prolly boring for everyone but get over it...

uhm three coolest people this weekend..

CHIROS
LANETTE..andddd
CAIT MACK..congrats kids..

Sun, 28 May 2006 08:49:57 GMT

so its a saturday nigh

its 3:48 am im not tired

i wanna go for a walk

i need to sleep

but i honestly dont want to

spitalfield tomorrow..shall be good times after all that we had to go tro to get the dam tickets at mark rose's..aka..cait mack sucks at directions haha jk it was all our fault

but im sill bored

and yeah i ate a lot of ice cream today

the end.

Urgent message

Tue, 23 May 2006 03:29:19 GMT

I have ants in my pants!

and i think im ready to bust a move...nvm wrong song

ANTS IN DA PANTS

hey hey my my

Sun, 21 May 2006 19:14:33 GMT

uhm so this week was LONG as hell so much school teachers are going crazy with like two weeks left kill me now!..but this weekend was really fun actually

Fr-Fr-Friday- stayed home till around 8:40ish then went over to Nick's house and there were a bunch of people there and that was a pretty good time and then stopped by steak 'n shake there were lots of people there and then ended up haning at McDonald's for like an hour haha but it was fun b/c i got to see people i havent in a while

Saturday- I had ACT class..always fun nottt..then saw Divinci Code w/ Heather & Caitlin it was good check it out..thenn Chiros came over for a bit and we went to Matts for a while then went to a few diff placed ended up at anthonys and watched retarded kids jump in a freezing cold pool so that was my entertainment for the night haha

TODAY= SOOO MUCH HMWRK! gahh i cant stand it..but this is our LAST full week of school! imm sooo excited!!..then four day week b/c memorial day..then just finals..were almost done!!

downfall to weekened..my cubbies keep losin..its tied right now tho (third game)

Everybody dance now

Mon, 15 May 2006 04:16:22 GMT

So this weekend sucked pretty much..

Friday...drove around randomly after ethnic fair (go drea!)..uhm yeah went home early..picked up the little bro ho from the 8th grade dance..how cute eh?..i cant believe that kids already in high school next year

Saturday- worked out..did nothin really..g-ma over ..dinner..went to toms and watched Rush Hour..so pretty really boring night i wasnt in that great of mood

Sunday- went to cousins for mothers day and communion party's ..my cousins are fun so that wasnt that bad at all..ate mucho..worked out..sopranos yay..now im still procrastinating

15 days && three days of finals..we can do it kids

ew were almost seniors that is sick shit